wow
its tuesday, the 6th of november 2007, and its 1805 hours where i am. my mask is expiring today, my bread would have expired by tomorrow and this time next week i'll be back in kuching. it all seems a little surreal. i've been here for a whole academic year and now i'm preparing to pack up and go back for the summer. i'm a little sad, but at the same time, i'm still very excited to go home again.
i'm doing laundry for the last time here :( now waiting for the clothes in the dryer. its about time really, since i cant recall the last time i did any laundry. yes, i'm gross like that.
its been one helluva year. but its done now. and truthfully speaking, i cant be bothered with the last paper. there's just so many things to be done. there's still a little bit of shopping (HUZZAH!!) to do tomorrow, i got my NONOS doll (FINALLY! i'll post pics on my multiply since she is such a cutie) i've got a ton of packing to do. i get this feeling in my last 48 hours here i wont be sleeping much, or at all.
WARNING: the following bit might get a tad emo. proceed with care.
for the most of this year, my heart has been stuck in kuching. its not to say that i dont enjoy being here. i love being on my own and making decisions for myself without having to deal with my parents. its quite liberating. methinks it could be due to me missing iain so much. we are in constant contact but there are times when i just need to hold his hand to feel a bit better. and i couldnt even have that. i know there were times when he needed me to be there too and he couldnt have that either. and now that i'm going back, we wont have to deal with this nonsense. at least for a while. no more international calling cards, no more waiting for each other on ym, no more bad cell-phone operator services to deal with for a while.
when we first started out, i couldnt believe what was happening. it just felt so amazing. we both knew that not everyone was as lucky as us. i still dont know what i did to deserve him :)
TOLD YOU IT WAS EMO.
i just miss him a lot. and i cant believe i'm going to see him next week! after so long.
i cant wait. :)