tying myself up in knots
i am having the WORST day today. bad weather, work was tiring as hell, bad weather on the way back, i'm cold and hungry and i'm grumpy and i swear to god i will bite someone's head off if they rubbed me the wrong way today.
I LIVE HERE AS MUCH AS YOU FUCKING DO, ok? i hate the fact that the little puppy you sneak in has to use the bathroom when I want to. i hate the fact that you NEVER ran it past me if i was ok with it in the first place. i guess that shows how much respect you ever had for me as someone who shares this place eh? I had the decency to ask if you would be ok if iain ever came over but did YOU ever do the same for me? GOOD GOD NO! did it ever even cross your fucking MIND That at least I SHOULD KNOW? I LIVE HERE AS MUCH AS YOU DO, THANK YOU VERY MUCH. maybe not as much since you seem to be cooped up forever in your den but hell, there are SOME THINGS YOU DO NOT TO CROSS PEOPLE, ESPECIALLY PEOPLE WHO YOU THINK OR TREAT LIKE THEY WERE CLOSE.
CLOSE AS WE EVER HAD BEEN, it is STILL common courtesy to ASK if its ok with me. THATS my biggest GRIPE. THATS WHATS PISSING ME OFF. WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING? WHY, oh WHY DID it NEVER cross your mind to TRY and be polite?
jesus christ you go and assume i'd never find out. what kind of a dumbass do you take me for?
i dont have a problem that he sleeps over and uses the shared areas in this shithole, but you never told me. and THAT is what is tying me up in knots.
you and your arrogance with your whole bogus policy of not greeting people till they greet you first. what IS that??
i look forward to not dealing with you next year.
the birthday gift was just me being civil - its a whole lot better than giving someone a damn box isnt it? some amount of thought you put into that.
i never hope to meet anyone like you ever again.
i'm sorry we ever were friends.
ANYHOO...what else went wrong today?
at work, its fucking labour day, ok? and i have to work at this stupidly understaffed hostel that doesnt even have enough rooms OR sheets for their guests. at least rebecca was nice. she's always been nice.
i cant wait to stop working there.
the weather was terrible. on the way to work it was windy as hell and cold. on the way back it was windy AND it was raining. AND i was hungry.
did someone just flip the season back to winter for laughs?
ugh, i'm going to use the shower now before its occupied by whatever.
ROLL EYES!
ROLL EYES!
ROLL EYES!
ROLL EYES!