I. M. A. M. I. L. F.
no i'm not pregnant. nor do i have any children. its a line from a tori amos song.
i have yet another essay due tomorrow at 4 pm. i dont wanna do :(
anyways, about last week or so, there was supposed to be a meeting with the uni rep who's taking care (read: supervising) the tesl lot. apparently she had a thing or two to say about us missing lectures or arriving late. i wasnt there cause i had to work. but the people who were there said she seemed pissed. and she said something like "do you know what was written in the contract?" wanna know the truth? i have no copy of the contract for the a-levels, and i dont know what is written in the contract for my degree. so why did i sign it? it wasnt my choice now was it? if i didnt sign it, i swear my dad would have done it himself.
if a contract IS negotiable before signing, i'm going to negotiate my wages before i work. i should be given that chance at least. because i'll be trading my labour for money. if i dont feel that i'm being paid adequately, shouldnt i be able to ask for certain details on the contract to be amended before signing it?
bloody fuck la. a contract is more like a reason for blackmail than it is an assurance that an agreement is kept if both sides dont agree before signing.
i wonder what it takes for me to get kicked out of the bond after i finish my degree.
i never wanted to take this stupid course anyway.
what if i get married?
I. M. A. M. I. L. F. dont you forget M. I. L. F. dont you forget.