i have a disgusting headache
its been a long day, and i have a terrible throbbing headache. its been one thing after another and the accommodation issue is a hot topic nowadays. great icebreaker among the malaysian crowd "are you going back this summer? have you bought your tickets?" and "so where are you moving to next year?".
i dont want to move into another place like railway because it'll be crawling with malaysians. and i've had enough of that at uni and at railway this year..it should be KTM the second, by the amount of malaysians who live here. there's a lot to consider and i dont wanna think about it so much now because of my throbbing temples.
what is up with these fugly-ass chicks who think they're god's gift to freakin mankind?? i mean, they're acting all cutesy and whatever and its ANNOYING. ok? its one thing to know you're hot and own it, and act it. but its another thing to have posters on your door claiming you're the hottest thing ever born (i BEG to differ) or put up pics with captions saying shit like "i'm the cutest thing ever". there was a great shirt from pagani last season saying "the cutest thing you've seen all day" and that was a lot of fun because it meant that you OWNED it. know what i mean? i just cant stand it when there are these girls who think they're EEEE!!COMEL!! and talk in squeaky voices and shit like that. ok, maybe i'm venting but i'm just annoyed by them. and now is not a good time to annoy me, look, if you think you're hot or cute or are a smoldering temptress, OWN IT!! you dont have to rub it in people's faces telling them how cute you are because that just reflects on how much you DONT own what you claim to have, and need someone to assure you and gratify how you want to be seen and (now whats that word oprah uses) affrim how you feel about yourself just contradicts whatever image of self assurance you're trying to portray in the first place. its a fucking foot in your fucking mouth thing. OK?
rant over, headache subsided, thank you all very much. and to the fugly-ass chicks who have become my target of the day. i thank you all kindly..
ZE AMPUTATION OF ZE SOCIAL LIFE
I dont get how some people are able to do this. its a tad (ok fine, a LOT) scary to me how it can happen. most likely to happen at the discovery or the gaining of a significant other or a love interest. i know for a fact that i can never do that, and i guess because of that i find it hard to understand, nay, COMPREHEND how some people can do this. i have a few girlfriends who do this, and i know i got so sick of one girl constantly alternating between us (her girlfriends) and her new boyfriend (which seemed to change with the phases of the moon). it got to a point where i just didnt like hanging out with her anymore, and i dont anymore.
i dunno. maybe i just feel like i'm an appendage of some sort..you know? kept there till something better comes along to occupy your time and entertain you.
maybe its another rant.
maybe its been building up, eh?