take two capsules when necessary

quite a few things have been worrying me. and they're not going away that soon. well, some may be going away soon..but its just mentally draining.
 
1. FLIGHT TICKETS
i've located a cheap flight to singapore for $1227 which is really cheap compared to other offers now. problem with that is i have to pay for it by this friday. now, provided my salary comes in by this friday, i can afford it no problem. that also means not having enough spending money for the next week. but considering that my freezer is stocked nicely and i have food all over my room, i should be ok.
 
then comes the flight from singapore to kuching, which i will sort out later on when i have the money.
 
2. SUMMER STORAGE
my friend has located this place that offers good rates for summer storage. and judging by how little stuff i have (dont ask what i spend my money on cause i dont have any idea either-mostly BILLS if you ask me. like FOOD, RENT, PHONE, INTERNET, BOOKS, MORE RENT, more FOOD) thats another $100 i guess.
 
3. 2008 ACCOMMODATION
there's a $75 application fee (i suppose that goes to paying the clerks that process our application) and another $500 bond fee. i cant afford $500. i'm a student that gets $1260 a month. and my rent each week is almost $200. and i dont know if mara is going to pay for that or not. 
 
if they're not, then i guess there's no choice BUT to move out.
 
4. THAT DAMN FRIDGE
so i talked to pablo about it in the kitchen just now, and he said something like that happened a few years ago as well, and that $200 should cover it. well, for now i'm not reporting it since i cant bloody afford anything.
 
5. QUIZ NEXT WEEK
there's an educ 111 quiz next thursday and i havent had time or the energy to study for that. its a multiple choice question test. so...when in doubt, or just not knowing anything, make educated guesses eh.
 
it just feels like all this stuff i have to do is one endless list. A LIST. even showering has become a list and sometimes i forget if i've washed my hair or not cause i'm thinking about what needs to be done after the shower.
 
if mara were to increase our allowance by a mere $40 or $50 that'd already be awesome.
 
do the math, man.
 
this fucking sucks.
 


posted by: Barnabus1 (reply)
post date: 09.03.07 (1:47 pm)

Sounds like you might be spreading yourself terribly thin...nothing left over for life's little emergencies!!!PS the educated guess thing....you shouldn't be wrong more than 50% of the time!! hehe ;«)



posted by: yellowsubmarine (reply)
post date: 09.05.07 (7:44 am)

Reply to: Barnabus1
i'm learning to cope..its not too bad now. and YES mcq tests are pretty easy for that exact reason :P


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