no more eyebags :)
wow... i really didnt do as much as i thought i would this weekend, but it was a much needed break. after sleeping for over 12 hours (i can go longer actually) for two consecutive days, my eyebags are GONE! yay..note to self: must do eyebrows.
i used to do them quite regularly, but i really havent been taking care of myself as well as i used to. maybe its cause i'm tired or lazy or both, but i've got to find some time for myself. give me some ME time. now if i had a bathtub to soak away my cares on a weekend, that'd just be sweet as..oh yes it would.
i think i should learn it from now. and practice it. FIND SOME TIME AND WAYS TO DO LITTLE THINGS TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF. i mean, if i dont, i'll just look so dishevelled, the room gets all messy, i'm not eating properly..etc etc. pardon me if i sound vain, but if i dont take care of myself, who else will?
to a certain degree, i kinda hate my life right now.
and on another note, i dont think i'm really living it here in auckland. i mean, most times when i look at the time, i automatically just deduct 4 hours so i know what time it is back home. dont get me wrong, its a great place. people are nice too. and there's plenty to do. but my mind is just not here most of the time. its a strange situation to be in.
here's another thing. i dont know how well i'll adapt to living with my parents again when i go back at the end of the year. i mean..i'm really not looking forward to that.