it slips through my fingers
i'm talking about money.
i hate this money issue. honestly i do. i mean...accommodation is damn expensive. and the ticket is due in a few weeks. i'll still be short, but i think i'll work some stuff out.
i just received my allowance today, and GOD DAMN YOU AUGUST FOR HAVING FIVE WEEKS. YOU EAT UP MY MONEY.
rent was real expensive in case you didnt get what i was talking about. and i cant imagine how other people are coping, especially with rooms more expensive than mine. this sucks man. the money that i get from my sponsor/scholarship is JUST enough to get by. they got some kinda analysis going on because it is just enough for rent and a lil bit extra besides food and necessities (eg: TOOTHPASTE)
anyhoo...since my money finally came in, i decided to treat myself to a chocolate cupcake mud mask by Lush. OHHhhh it is SO worth it. and I am so worth it too. then across the street, supre was having a sale, popped in and saw cheap shirt. i buy. come back and buy food. and aduh, pay rent.
at least i have my mask now. i really recommend Lush products because i use them and they're absolutely great. that is NOT an exaggeration. there have been a few things that have saved my skin in recent years. maybe if you have oily, slightly problem skin with annoying blackheads, you can try them too:
- anything with TRICLOSAN. works great. the face wash from skinfood did it for me. and it was so cheap too! rm5 actually. i remember even the salesgirl at guardian was amazed at how much my skin improved. it got kinda awkward after a while cause she kept staring and complimenting me...and i was acutely embarassed.
- st ives apricot facial scrub for oily/problematic skin with salicylic(i'm not sure how you spell it) acid. great for maintainance.
- anything that has CLINDAMYCIN PHOSPHATE. and i recommend dalacin-t or c-mycin. unfortunately in nz these are prescription drugs so i cant purchase them. i am SO getting my mama to get it for me when i get home.
- HERBALISM from LUSH. saviour of my skin!
- CHOCOLATE CUPCAKE MUD MASK from LUSH that feels as good as it sounds. it smells like chocolate!
- ROSA T OIL FOR ACNE SCARS...it really does work and i saw results in 2 weeks.
so anyways....there's all this other stuff from Lush i cant get just yet. my lotion's finishing too oh no...my skin so dry :(
my hands especially, since i dont wear gloves to wash dishes and stuff.
here's an offer/challenge for anyone to take up: get me a baby panda. i want one so bad. i know they're endangered and what not. but the cubs are so cute. just look on youtube for baby panda and melt watching them :P anyways, get me the panda. and i promise you, you can play with it when you come over and i'll never get mad at you :P
ooh i'll name it CHI. no, that was the name for a black and white dog. hmmm...maybe i name the panda....paddington :) i know paddington's peruvian. but its cute ok?
you know i'm having my period when i get so anal about how clean things are. like the toilet bowl. NO SPOTS ALLOWED. or the mirror. or the walls. or the fridge. freezer too. NO FROST ALLOWED.