winter's coming early
there are more leaves on the ground now, it rains a lot more and its super windy. there's no point bringing an umbrella cause the wind makes sure you get wet by the rain. its getting dark faster and yes, its colder in the evenings now. i'm going to miss summer.
i think i've just been making a big huge deal out of something, when there was no need to be so. (did that sentence make sense?) my only regret is that i could have handled it better. i think it was how powerless i felt to change the situation. i hate feeling that way. its very confining. i feel trapped. if only i looked past myself. maybe thats why i dont feel better.
i dont think i like myself very much right now.
onto other more interesting topics,
the red hot chilli peppers ticket draw is tonight..oh ye gods, PLEASE give me a break and grant me those tickets.
there's a party going on tonight at the latin club's bar but i think we're not going because of how unpredictable the weather is.
there's a foam party this saturday but its not free, like most other parties that are organised by any club for their own members. its $10 and judging by how cold it gets at night nowadays, i dont want to come home all wet facing the wind here. and what if it rains?
there's an inter-residential party coming up at the birdcage, i hope that's free. or at least free drinks. free flow of drinks would be sweet. i might go for that one.
a certain lecturer was looking exceptionally...appealing today. great fun sitting next to hunnie during linguistics class. and yes, it was very hard to focus on phonetics and phonemes when he looked that good :P
i feel terrible that i cant be with iain now.
i better go. dinner's about done now.
whats that song that nelly furtado sang with timbaland? not promiscuous..the other one...hmm..