i like this club :)
it seems like this friday there's an all-you-can-eat summer siesta indulging in mexican food and what not, and since i'm a member of the international cuisine club, its absolutely free. i like this club :) i mean. whats not to like about a club-card that has the letters EAT on it? standing for Educate, Acculturate and Taste. how awesome is that?
ever get the feeling that you're the hot topic of conversation? in a gossipy/sensational way? seems as though the excursion into the auckland nightlife created some ripples among the MARA crew here. but seriously, i dont give a fuck. they two-face and backstab amongst themselves and stick to themselves here. there are the double standards they practice among themselves to themselves and to others. what i cannot stand is that i know there are the fake smiles when they greet me. i dont need your validation ok? for the past 2/3 years i have had to live my life according to your norms and values and bear in mind not offending your norms and values, regardless of my own personal view. and now, when those norms and values are no longer binding me, or aud, nobody has any authority to exert those norms and values over me any longer. just because i dont have to put up with them and YOU have to doesnt mean i need that fake smile that makes you look like you're cringing to pass a kidney stone or are badly constipated.
the mara people are seemingly unfriendly and unapproachable, it seems.
whatever lah. i've always been sick of it all. i wont be surprised of they've never had any other non-friends before. or very many of them. i'm talking about friends here, not just acquaintances.
MOVING on..
sigmund freud has the most bizzare sounding theories i've heard. penis envy?? say wha?? of course, i bet it was ground-breaking at the time. and obviously appealing to the phallic-centric mindedness of academicians of the time. muahahaha. feminists...ATTACK!!!
i'm on a highway to hell..ACDC :)
there's one course i dont understand: educ 116. cause they take into account so much of NZ's history and social landscape..especially relating to race-relations and etc...UGH!
its eelin's birthday today, 6th march. so happy birthday to her :)
oH..shelly viewed me on friendster. how's that marriage coming along, eh? he's a real prat isnt he? hahaha, you know he is. obnoxious as hell and you know that too. just makes you want to smack his face in with a sharp stiletto heel. OH it feels so GOOD to say this! you're quite a little bi-otch too you know. MUAHAHAHA. oh, i'm telling you, if that future bro-in-law of yours, if he could have that rib surgery and bend enough to suck his own dick, you know he would. he's a moron that should die of his own superficiality, double standards and sheer rottenness. i cant believe you're marrying into that family!
i do wish for your happiness, but if that comes at a cost of putting up with morons, and consequently producing more morons for the rest of your life, girl, you're screwed.
iain told me airasia may be having flights to australia soon. i remember they were planning to venture into the long haul flights market, but like how they deal, it'd probably have to be booked wa-ay in advance to get the super cheap rates, and they can cancel if there are not enough passengers. still, its super cheap flights. fingers crossed, fingers crossed...
OH ye GODS, be kind and merciful! grant my love what he needs so we can be together here. we deserve at least that.
there are some songs i cant bear to listen to, simply because there's too much i've attached to them..some songs by jet, in particular.
he makes me smile when he sings. i remember when he sang bits of songs. "i swear i love you, just the way you are", and its so true. its the greatest feeling in the world when someone accepts and validates you for who you are, without passing judgement or wanting to change a single thing about you. makes you think "am i really worth this?", and somehow, changes you and quite possibly your life and your views too.
i think i better go. its past midnight, and it seems that aud has fallen asleep while reading something.