it has officially been a week here. and i indulge in what this island has to offer when i can. but how's the course so far?

well..

some of the reading can be very theoretical and very dry. i get the feeling i'll be cursing the subject and the writers of the subject matter soon enough. those who are familiar with my bizarre study habits know how this happens. here's the sequence:

1. sit and read for about an hour
2. try to wrap mind around concept
3. after an hour, attention span expires
4. throw down pen/highlighter/pencil
5. curse what was read.
6. and if subject is SO dry, we wet it with cocktails! (only applicable in langkawi..so far)

we have to keep a journal of what we learn and then write reviews on them which we will base our 1000 word essay on which is 25% of the course. then there's the portfolio which makes up the rest of the percentage.

i gots no laptop. guess everything will have to be handwritten. now this will be interesting wont it.

SoF and me are okay now. too bad it took a drunken stupor  for me to talk to her. and i said i was sorry about that. but i'm glad we is okay now.

hmm...funny how when some people try so hard to do or prove something they just kinda trip over themselves and fall *splat* in their face. i'm not naming names here (if you know what i mean then you know what i mean), but its just a general observation. and the aforementioned observation tends to happen when people try to prove their worth (?), again its just my opinion, or get into the whole hey-like-me-i'm-cool mode which is forehead--slappingly embarassing for others to watch because the people who try so hard dont know what an ass they're making of themselves. YES i do know i do this myself from time to time, but once again, let me reiterate, this is just my opinion.

other than that, life on this little isle seems very rosy, albeit my aching wallet. and my itch to indulge.

mm..its lunch now, and its a sunday, i just had classes. bleh..

i dub this blog my complaint box since thats mostly what i do here.

"there are times when you wake up and you just dont want to be where you are". someone told me that once, and there are times when its so true.

ever get the fear  that you're just a gap-filler?
sucks dont it, although that fear may not have a real reason.
that feeling that you're just another one on the list.
awful feeling isnt it.
thats when you need VALIDATION that you're special.

just another observation.

wow..i really am learning about observation arent i.  the apprenticeship of observation by Gebhart. what a DRY DRY topic, but unfortunately, it seems i've learnt something.

all you people watch out, i'm not so oblivious anymore.

topic shift: isnt it amazing how sweet friends can be?

i miss my friends back home. i'll see you all soon :)

damn i'm boring.