if you havent tried the combination of homemade yogurt thingy and the mars bars-caramel cheesecake, you are seriously missing out on a seriously good thing. and just so you know, its not yogurt on top of the cheesecake, but rather, its cheesecake into yogurt. see why its so sinful now? if the cheesecake were to make you weak at the knees, then this combo will knock you off your feet.

*yogurtcheesecake*yogurtc heesecake*yogurtcheesecak e*

i just got the strangest call just now. strange due to a few reasons:

1. the caller was the coordinator of the TESOL programme
2. she referred to me with my middle name. nobody calls me that! not even my parents! and they give the weirdest family/pet names.
3. she asked if i was sure this was what i wanted to do.

strange, to me, how the coordinator of the programme is more concerned with whether i really want to do this, when that should be my parents' concern too. and believe me, it is the greatest feeling of powerlessness when i saw my dad fill out the details on the contracts and forms and agreements and all i had to do was sign them. what i thought was the most unfair thing ever was that when i told them i wanted out, they kinda just abandoned me to handle everything on my own. but when it came to this damn bond, they eagerly did everything for me. might as well forged my signature too. its not much to forge in the first place, its just my name. nothing fancy bout it.

*self-absorbed*self-absor bed*self-absorbed*

one of my friends told me yesterday, and this shocked me completely, that she wanted to quit the programme because she didnt think she could meet up with our sponsor's (MARA) terms and conditions. i do admit, they are extremely high standards. but knowing how they work, these terms and conditions are subject to change at any given time without prior notice. eg: my batch. but if she does quit, i so wanna rip up my contract and burn it.

MOVING ON...

i just heard a radio ad from the ministry of health telling people to choose not to drink because "when you socialise without alcohol, you wont do things that would embarass you". how general! so some people can behave like total asses when they're a lil tipsy. it sure as hell dont mean that you shouldnt drink at all.

this is a very boring post. mostly cause i cant really think of what to say. this is just to kill time.

here's a question: how do you know what someone means when they say they love you? and in what context they love you in? and how do you know  you're getting the context right and that you're not deluding yourself? and if you're the one saying it, how do you know you're saying it in the same context as the person who's hearing it and will say it in return? and how do you know that you're not leading them on?

okay, maybe thats not A question, but a few questions in a row. if you can answer any or all of them, leave a comment.

oh, last night's barbecue was fun. kudos to the hostess :)