so the "break" is over. and i've finished one paper. that means 6 more to go. the toughest hill to climb would probably be the 3 hr soc paper. urgh...

in the end i did go to the fund raising concert for the school choir, and i'm really glad i didnt go with who i was intending to go with. because A) he would have felt out of place. B) he wouldnt have been half as fun, and C) all my teachers were there. it was really nice to see the teachers again, and really nice catching up with merlvyn. too bad cat wasnt there.. and dunno what la that jawing. contacting him is near impossible besides leaving comments on his blog. apparenty sarah has a boyfriend now. (Aha..) question that pops up is FOR REAL?? maynard said he reads my blog, so if you're reading this now maynard, HI MAYNARD! all the best in your exams this year and have fun in china. send my love and best wishes to the choir, although i think i expressed that fairly well enough by attending the concert.

i heard one of my friends just broke up with her bf of 4 years, and recently changed her profile to single on her account. well...all the best to her.

i dont know if its just me, but i cant handle the idea of being in a relationship. i tried thinking about marriage the other day, and i couldnt breathe. and i mean, physically cannot breathe. WOW.

"i dont give my money to no worthless man"...haha

i've got a rough idea how to spend my 6 months..get a job, get the car, take up belly dancing (if that goes well, i'll show you personally, haha ) and apparently this crap-ass institution called mara is planning to send us to mrsm langkawi for 2 god damn weeks worth of lectures and 3 weeks of practical. bloody idiots, all of them. just leave us alone and ship us over to NZ in due time okay?? the only good thing i can think of about langkawi is the duty free stuff. bring on the liquor! pukefest extravaganza? i hope not.. and they have nice hotels.

i really enjoyed my break. i got to have lamb (after wanting that for so loooong) i went swimming, i went to the beach with my friends, i got to meet up with old friends, got to see my teachers again (ok, to some extent, that was kinda weird, especially seeing them sing. but mr matthew chin was great! )

and one big lesson i've learned, is to never ever put your life on hold for anything less than a reason you yourself find logical, tangible and rational.