second day of trials..3 papers down, 4 more to go. i swear, my whole right arm and my back hurts. there's dents on my fingers from where the pen was. i need to pee so bad, but hey, i kept it in 2 hrs, whats a few more minutes?

at least i'm going back this friday. my old school's choir is having some sort of fund raising performance. i dont mind going, my friend's performing, i'd like to see how they've gotten on..but i dont want to go alone..i dont know who else is going or wants to go. i better tell people i'm coming back this time around, i can imagine they were pretty pissed i didnt tell them last time. well, even if i did tell tehm, there'd be no way for me to have any time for myself. what with me spending so much time with him and them and my family. i didnt even spend much time at home and i felt so bad when my cousin-brother-whatever asked how long i'd be back. i told him one week. then he looked at me and said "so short.." and he wants to go to the park...okay, i'll go with him this time. but all this doesnt excuse why i didnt tell them. i gotta say, it was rude of me. its study leave this time round, so i guess if he doesnt mind me having my nose in books and my hands all over stationery instead of him, i wont mind spending tons of time with him..i mean, its not like he's going to pay for my education and give me a job right?

i feel stoned. must be the damn lit nonsense.

i have this relationship with my studies now....i curse whatever i study. never had this before. whats this all about? i feel more agitated the more i study. eeeeuughhh.

i'm seeing a doctor about my knee when i get back. i've been drinking milk, hopefully that helps.

my mum asked me to buy twiggies. chocolate or vanilla? okay, both.

i'm tired. after this its back to the dorm and hanging up laundry.

turns out the stupid college decided to give study leave after all..we pushed to go back this friday. i hope the driver knows where the new terminal is..my flight is at 5.35 and i need to check in before 4.50..it takes one hor plus to get to the new terminal, and we leave on friday by three. i hope they come early.

lets see if this turns up in a search engine :kolej mara seremban

period's late. i bet this month's one is a real pain.

i still want my lambchop.

i want lambchop
i want lambchop
i want lambchop