OOOOWWWWW!!!!!

my knee hurts. must be the damn stairs. i'm getting pissed..but its not about my knee. must be the inferiority complex. i feel like shit right now, and i hope nobody pisses me off anytime soon. going to the doc soon about my knee, but how much can he help? i might have to use a walking stick...dont really mind that, come to think of it. i could whack anyone who'd annoy me, LOL.

anyways, what i'm pissed about cannot be helped. i cant change it. and i'll probably think it over and over  and over and over and over and over till i lose interest in whatever caused it. the real reason is quite petty actually.

i am a SNOB
i am PISSED
i am JEALOUS
i am INSECURE and everything else in between

in one word, VOLATILE

i just want to be left alone.

if whoever is the cause of this agony DOES cross paths with me in any way,
i WILL LOSE IT.

no its not pms.

gotta go, see the doc about my walking stick.



posted by: tibus (reply)
post date: 04.09.06 (10:38 pm)

You are beautiful Miss Allison. Don't feel so insecure. I always think you have good taste and you maintain yourself really well. Beauty is very subjective, it is in the eye of the beholder.



posted by: yellowsubmarine (reply)
post date: 04.11.06 (8:49 pm)

Reply to: tibus
oh, so sweet tibus :)
thanks for always being there for me.
you're a real friend.
and thats not just for sucking up and telling me i'm beautiful :P



posted by: lurit (reply)
post date: 04.13.06 (4:57 pm)

Hope your knee feels better.
And that the insecure/volatile thing passes.
It sucks. I know. I've been like that for the past couple of months, and will probably be like that until this semester ends.
But hey, beating people with a stick is always a good way of relieving stress. :)



posted by: yellowsubmarine (reply)
post date: 04.13.06 (5:44 pm)

Reply to: lurit
yeah, i'm getting through it. and i kinda was loooking forward to beating people with my walking stick, haha
kudos :)


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