RADIO SILENCE
no word from him, i give him RADIO SILENCE. evil, no?
if he's lost interest after i've been honest about my insecurities and doubts with him then i dont think its a loss to me. its not like i dont have reasons for them, i mean, if he cheated on his ex with ME, and told ME he loved me FOUR DAYS after he met me WHILE he was cheating on his ex, i think i very well have a reason to be insecure and doubtful. plus he used to never contact me or pay attention to me. but then he could shower me with attention and I MISS U's and what not. my fear is that if he can turn 180 degrees and lavish all this attention on me from never doing so, he can trun another 180 degrees and take it all back.
lets think of something else.
my friends and i have a farewell thing planned for ourselves. looking forward to that.
okay, class now. we're watching SYRIANNA. its george clooney!
bye all.