my dream last night
it was so good i woke up smiling!
so what actually happened? well...
in it, at first, i was apparently with Mr W. but somehow we broke up. dont get me wrong, thats not what made me smile. thing is, i like Mr W in real life. but its just that:i just like him. nothing more, nothing less. so then in the dream...now i dont know if i should be telling this cause i'd REALLY like it to come true. i know it sounds pathetic and all but, i really do. then at some point, i was at this other guy's place Mr K. and there were lots and lots of cats around. the ones with blue eyes and siamese markings..i think they're called siamese cats. but in reality i know that his place does NOT have a single cat, blue eyed or otherwise.
long story short, plus i dont want to jinx anything, i ended up hitting it off quite well with Mr K (btw, K and W dont represent anything, and as far as i know, both their names dont have any W's or K's so dont try to guess who) there wasnt any funny business going on, but it was just nice to get along well with K. why? cause in reality, there is no chance in hell we would. he's just so...out of reach. God, i sound desperate.
so why do i want this to happen so badly? because:
- its been known that i have "sign" dreams. several of them have come true and its freaky when they do. good thing is, the events dont really catch me off guard and a sense of "this was meant to be" comes over me.
- i really like this guy.(K) its not that i like W any less, but its just that i like both and K is the better of the lot.
- W is a going-nowhere thing.
- i REALLY like K.
- my friend says she has this instinct that something will happen with K. if you've read Elizabeth Gaskell's North and South, she says he's Mr Thornton.
- my friend would much rather see me with K.
- actually a lot of people would rather see me with K.
- I would rather see me with K.
- my friends would like K better than W. i know its no way to judge a guy, but still, i like K better than W too.
so am i setting myself up for a fall by putting by hopes up so high on a dream? or do you believe in dreams? or am i deluding myself? how powerful are dreams anyway?