chocolate
i dont know why im so depressed. there's no exact reason i can pinpoint but i think its caused by a lot of things. a lot of which i dont see the point in saying cause its not anything ive never said before and its nothing new either.
there's a guy who's been freaking one of my friends out. says he wants to marry her..yada yada. why cant some guys get the hint? its not like she's never told him before.
o-kay, spotlight on me. whats wrong al?
i dont know. i think its a whole load of reasons...one of them being the exams coming up, another being the food shortage and the implications of playing with fire.
no, its not the sulphur thing.. heard the saying "play with fire and u might get burnt?" its true. and why look for something beyond a dead end? it ends right there-and its DEAD.
all i want to do right now is stare at the ceiling and listen to Jewel's "Foolish Games" and roll over and sleep and never wake up.
maybe its the weather. there hasnt been a sunny day in a while.
maybe its cause i wish i really knew for sure how he felt.